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Lovely, this Sunday morning which I learned is the 300th anniversary of Bach's St. John's Passion, a work that I have sung, listened to, and loved, and still love, but listen to... less now, and can no longer sing, unfortunately.

Thank you for making me laugh through my tears ? The wedding planners make me think of Las Vegas, and we know where that is, right ?...

The world one big Las Vegas, is that where we're heading ? I certainly hope not. Las Vegas looks so incredibly... cheap, even with the sophisticated cardboard replicas of Venice installed in it (but I may be wrong, and they may even be gone by now, who knows ?).

Yes, for going back to the source... literally and metaphorically, both together.

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Thankyou for writing full of a haunting resonance that is such a deeper sounding into what was founded here in Ireland where the voices of the past are like underground streams and carried on the air. A delight to read.

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It’s been a while since I visited the Abbey. How replenished I am by the spring of your words.

In our home town the convent became a commercial art gallery and wedding venue. Every weekend it’s booked out with people drunkenly celebrating their nuptials. It’s raucous. In the nearest provincial city, a gold rush town, the glorious monastery was turned into swanky apartments. Indeed, one is up for sale: https://www.realestate.com.au/property-house-vic-wendouree-144561296 They have been 'tastefully restored' but the sad thing is they sold off the grounds which framed the building. Now there is a supersized homewares store that abuts one side and a large concrete shopping centre with massive carpark on the other side. The contrast between the world that was and the one that is, is especially sad and stark. Thank you for your humble sanity and faith, Paul.

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B here has provided me with another term in my eye-rolling despair of what we've wrought with this: "Pottersvillification", a term I shall find plenty of opportunity to use here, now. And to your point, Joni Mitchell put words to what just only got started in earnest back in 1970, fifty years ago, of paving paradise for a carpark. In my near thirty years of endeavoring to create 'community' with enlightened development regs, it pretty much never happened in any of the four towns in which I worked. The pull of 'Return on Investment' (in the immediate term, or at best, five- to ten years) guaranteed that what got built was 2,200 s.f. mansionettes on fifth-acre lots, with a lot of marble countertop, faux-wood entryways and multiple bathrooms, all feeling pretty Las Vegas in vibe. My final development " management" experience, in '19, was the worst of all. Minimum $600K purchase price suburban 'homes', which seems paltry compared to the 'tastefully restored' example you've provided. Infrastructure largely funded with a legal (and common) tax avoidance scheme on what had been a 100 acre corn and beans farm on a low bluff, with every single requirement for avoidance of runoff, or street construction specs, or fire or setback regs, or tree replacement plantings a fight with the developer, his banks, his attorneys, and the neighbors. It all reeks of fear of missing out. What it is we're missing and fearful of, I don't even care to know. I thereafter quit and retired, and have at long last become a bicycle repairman, putting old things right and into good use.

PS: I gain sanity with every reading of a visit to a holy well. Thanks.

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Beautiful writing as ever Paul. If you want to know why church buildings in Ireland all channel the gloomy Gothic vibe, then the answer came from one man, Cardinal Cullen, who in the wake of the existential shock of the Famine took the Irish Church by the scruff of the neck and Romanized and standarised it in his image. And while, like you, I find it really sad that these buildings, financed by the donations of the poor, are now being retooled into the new churches of consumerism, after Vatican II, many church buildings were shown as little respect by the church who ripped out altar rails, stained glass and turned some churches into bland bingo halls often without the permission or consent of their congregations. But it is really sad to see the Pottersvillification (from a Wonderful Life) of so many Irish towns these days.....

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Fascinating. Thanks. I'd not heard of him.

I know some elderly nuns who can still remember with horror when a new young priest, post-Vatican 2, supervised the ripping out of the altar rails in their church. The congregation had saved up and donated to pay for them. But the cardinals had spoken. It was time to be 'accessible.' As we can see, it didn't work.

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I loved this story. It’s an enticing picture you paint, with your words, of the search by you (sometimes with your daughter or son) for forgotten wells. Theres a sadness there - faith replaced by … oh I don’t want to

speak it… but ‘wedding planner’ ….

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I just read Fr Stephen De Young's book "God is a Man of War" - at one point he is talking about how a disrespectful and casual approach to His holy places (from the burning bush to the tabernacle and the Holy of Holies in the Jerusalem temple) would be met with his awesome, burning and blinding divinity and also with his anger at our audacity. Where is this awesome God now? Sometimes I wish we could fear God again.

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Kati, from our perspective, He's biding His time, nonsensical though, really, for a Being unbounded by time, waiting for the Pauls and the rest of us to come around. Try the still, small voice. The pages of the Book. Moses, taking partial credit for striking the rock from which flowed the waters of Meribah. Saul on the road to Damascus. Or the man born blind from birth in answering the Pharisees, “Whether He is a sinner or not I do not know. One thing I know: that though I was blind, now I see.”

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The speed with which churchgoing has disappeared, even in our rural valley, is shocking. This article in the Atlantic (https://www.theatlantic.com/ideas/archive/2024/04/america-religion-decline-non-affiliated/677951/?gift=Vldr1EADnz3JyUKZd1CUWXAdl7DVaOH2CjaxTQfTetk&utm_source=copy-link&utm_medium=social&utm_campaign=share) addresses the social costs of loss of community and friendships.

A recent drive on Easter Sunday morning found empty parking lots at a half-dozen local churches. Twenty years ago, they would have been parking along the streets.

My best,

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Lovely piece, Paul.

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It's wondrous how much those schoolchildren knew who wrote down the folklore. Your children who have come round with you searching for wells will be able to tell the stories to others some day, too.

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I'm really loving the tales of such glorious atavism surrounding the history of these wells in my ancestral home-place. Wish I'd known about (and visited) more of them when we visited Ireland a decade ago. Only one I made it to was the tourist-y Brighid's Well in Kildaire. Fell head over heels into the water trying to tippy-toe across the water to do the traditional tourist-y touching of the statue. I imagine Herself chuckling and saying "Well now, if it isn't The Gallaher come callin'! In ya go, boy!"

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The original well is close by in the car park of the National Horse Stud/Japanese Gardens. Hopefully you'll have a less immersive experience there! http://searchingforimbas.blogspot.com/p/brigids-wayside-well-kildare.html?m=1

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Beautiful as always.

The world is going to be turned upside down in the coming years by the emergence of AI (the final manifestation of 'the Machine').

It's easy to feel gloomy as this creature of materialism assumes its fullest power at the same time that holy places slip out of memory and into disrepair, churches fall empty and people turn their faces away from the divine.

But this could also be a surprising moment, an opportunity even. The very ahuman* nature of this new, artificial world will compel many of us to seek out its opposite - the non-material. More of us will find ourselves drawn to abandoned holy wells, to the ruins of what were once churches, even to remote caves and forest glades like the wild saints of old. We will want to explore the divine in nature, or just seek it in our hearts.

When I discuss The Abbey and Paul's journey with friends, they often assume that he is retreating from modernity (and 'the world'). This is not a criticism on their part - usually they are envious. But they are wrong.

When you retreat you go backwards, you withdraw from where you are and go back to where you once were. I don't see that as what Paul is doing. He is a pioneer. He is not behind, he is out in front, inviting us (tacitly) to follow.

If materialism is taking its final shape, then the tide of holiness, spirituality and appreciation of the divine is approaching its lowest ebb. When that tide turns - and it will - it will come back with a power that will surprise the world.

Paul is not retreating. He has been sent to show us one way forward.

* I might have just made up the word 'ahuman', but 'anti-human' did not feel right. The Machine will not be anti-human, it just won't care about us at all.

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I do think people yearn for something Holy and something to worship. Look at all they excitement over the eclipse tomorrow. Millions of people are traveling to the path of totality to see something unique and rare. Thats how we used to see God. A mighty and very real force. Just like the story of the nun catching fire, God was immediate , watching , and very real. The manmade world lacks in every way and is a cheap fix to what we really need. Id welcome an instant beating or burning from God for my sin just for the sake of His touch.

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It is strange how the appeal of technical marvels quickly fades and they become unable to charm. Yet people will go to great trouble and expense to see a natural event like this eclipse. I think people's ability to feel wonder has so greatly diminished over the years, it takes something really spectacular for them to feel anything at all. A single perfect rose no longer cuts it. As poet William Everson put it "The nerve that that is dying needs thunder to rouse it."

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Lovely piece. It ends so strongly as well. To refresh something tired and ancient, go back to the source. It's heartening to be reminded of that.

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Tears have “welled” up in me at the reading of the last two lines of your essay this morning Paul. Seems my own childlike faith and curiosity have dried up somewhat in the last two decades. Your writings are guideposts to reaching the source again, and I’m so thankful for your wise and moving writings.

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Another Sunday meditation. Way better than what passes to church in my part of the world. Next week will be heading back to the Camino de Santiago praying with my feet. I will carry us all with me

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Benedict was elected Pope, in hopes that he would be able to replicate in western europe what John Paul II did in eastern Europe.

Enough to say that didn't happen. Western europe is gone to Christianity, probably forever, at least for the foreseeable future.

After western europe was abandoned, Francis was elected in hopes that he could salvage Latin America. Enough to say that it don't look good there, either.

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