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Thank you for the wonderful essay, as usual. I had a few thoughts on your notion of openness. It is not just that self-definition is a right, but that self-definition as one's life work is a key part of the mythology of the machine. I've thought a lot about how this myth of the self is embedded in the cultural ecosystem of Anglophone women. There are several possible quests for the self - on the one hand, the mantra of "be yourself" and the justification of limitless consumption (provided the brands reflect your values) as well as defensively limiting how much of this self you share with others (abhorrence of personal sacrifice for others unless it is part of your (maternal) identity, whereas forgoing certain niceties for your career, comfort or physical beauty is a form of self-fulfillment). On the other hand, the system - the Machine? - wants us to be constantly searching for our true self. And our true self is not someone who washes dishes or scrubs floors or darns socks. These tasks must be outsourced (to a machine or, let's be honest, a poorer woman) so that we can spend time doing things that help us pursue our desires and our self-improvement (oh right, once we find the self we must improve upon it). We are conditioned to be in constant battle with our natural appearance and natural aging, and our spiritual energies are depleted by decades of collectively ritualized fasting and exercising to control the shape of our bodies followed by feasting as a "you deserve it" remuneration for our privations. The response to stress or suffering is indignation accompanied by self-care (read: the consumption of goods and services that slightly ameliorate the terrifying and exhausting wonder of being embodied). I think the modern (postmodern?) notion of the self - liberated from metaphysics or a cosmic hierarchy or even Mary Harrington's idea of interdependence, and yet somehow ours alone to individually cultivate - paves the way for the other core values you mention. Technologism, commercialism, and materialism promise us a homecoming to our true self, liberated from tediousness, ugliness, the whims of fortune and history.

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I long to join this conversation. I am certainly not as educated and intellectual as I suspect most of those commenting here are. I sometimes wonder if I am fully grasping all that is said. But I am eager to hear these ideas discussed and for the company of fellow travelers, because I am on this same road, if digesting it all more slowly. I am a mother of five young children, a permaculture gardener, and a christian mystic. Whenever the conversation comes round to "But what shall we do about it?" I wonder if I'm missing something. When I make the effort to go out and harvest poke weed shoots for dinner instead of using a frozen bag of green beans, well that is one thing I do "about it". Of course it doesn't solve anything big or transform anything visibly but I offer it to God sincerely as my service because I know it is right even if less convenient. We push back against the temptation to be guided by the machine in a thousand tiny, personal, inconvenient but ultimately rewarding daily choices. We are strengthened as we do and find ourselves more able to do right again, and less apt to believe a deception. Transformation is a slow, humble, process. The words to define the big picture are incredibly encouraging, exciting, and I am grateful for all of you who share them. Framing the picture of this machine and our right relationship to creation steadies us. Isn't the steadfast, daily walking in the truth revealed the only reasonable response? I hope I'm not sounding grim; it has been anything but grim for me. I feel that I am truly alive.

As a parent, I am intrigued by the comments that allude to how raising a family complicates all this. I'd love to hear more about how others are managing. My oldest is a 14 yo son, so just on the cusp of the dreaded teen rebellious years. I do feel that my children and husband are the people I will never fool -- if I am not really walking the path they will call me on it, rightfully. Certainly if one is not raising a family joining a monastery is easier but learning to Love as we ought might be harder? To create the conditions artificially which family naturally affords for the perfecting of our souls. But there are many small questions that I have no answers to, such as how much I can drag my household along with me on my quest to avoid plastic, avoid travel, listen for the 'still, small voice' etc. I cannot foresee how they will mark out their own journeys through life and must give space for that growth. Attending to the questions seems to be half of the answer. Love to hear more from others on this.

One more thought, is that reading Kingsnorth's work and also a few other nourishing things, such as John Moriarty and The World-Ending Fire essay collection that I heard of through Kingsnorth, has got me talking about these deeply true ideas with other people in my town. Several people have shared with me that they too see this machine eating the world and are deeply distressed, though they didn't use the term "machine". It can seem like not many people are thinking about these things and that all are mindlessly caught up. Though it can feel daunting to be the one to blurt out what you really think, and it is embarrassing sometimes, I am surprised how many people have thanked me and shared that they also see these truths and are worried, afraid, or hopeless. I imagine that I am an intermediary who translates to common people some of the essential insights that people like Kingsnorth and all of you articulate so well. Many people do not read very much or just do not happen upon this good content. So I have sent interviews and articles and shared books -- I guess I'm just trying to report back that a portion of the very ordinary people of the world are hungry to hear these truths and see them lived. Be of good cheer! Carry on!

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